By Robert R. Schwarz
Humankind fully alive is God truly glorified .
St. Irenaeus, 130
A.D. , bishop of Lugdunum, Gaul
William
J. Zavaski—known as Father Bill or simply "Bill" by many of his fifteen
thousand parishioners—is a priest of many colors. His primary colors are button-down black (for CEO
), sparkling burgundy (for showman ), and of course, Tide-clean white (for
pastor ).
Considering
his 25-year tenure at the St. James Catholic church in Arlington Heights,
Illinois and for lots of other reasons, his other colors will not soon fade after
he retires this July .
Let's elaborate on some of that showman color….If you were a
newcomer watching the parish production
of " Annie" two years ago, you were probably surprised—or shocked, if prudish—when you realized that the Franklin
Delano Roosevelt now on stage with wheelchair , monocle, and cigarette
holder was your pastor. The audience,
though expecting another one of those dozen or more past cameo appearances of their beloved 69-year-old pastor , howled with delight . The newcomers agreed: Hey,
this priest can actually sing and act pretty good !
This once-again show-stopper was another payoff to Bill
Zavaski's encounter in 1969 with his
first pastor at St. James. "I came
to him one day saying we ought to do a community play to keep the kids busy,
and he supported it , " he said in
a previous interview.
In the role of "Sir" in the l968 Mundelein Seminary production of " Roar of the Crowd, Smell of Grease Paint " |
A Typical Day
When asked to
describe a typical day, Fr. Bill says "all seasons" are rough. "It never lets up, and that's why I'm
looking forward to retirement. " ( When he returns later this year after doing
some studying in Rome, he'll likely be moving into one of the parish-owned
houses , several blocks from his current
residential home adjacent to St. James; he lives alone with his constant companion, Merton, a Tibetan terrier
, now relaxing inside his master's office.
I asked Fr. Bill
if it’s difficult to be both a likeable
priest and an effective CEO . (His parish has two other priests, five deacons, a paid staff of more
than ten, and scores of volunteers who
run 80 ministries . ) "Well, " he muses, " you can't be a
micro-manager here. I trust the people who work for me. The wonderful thing
is that I've kept friendships with many of the families I knew 25 years ago. "
His
associate pastor , Fr. Joji Thanugundla ( he's from India ) described his boss
as a "great and dedicated priest and good friend, caring and
compassionate. " Always ready with a gentle tease, he added : " We
have worked so wonderfully together with only a few arguments, which I let him win most of the time. " Fr. Gilbert
Mashurano (he's from Tanzania and came onboard a year ago ) , said his pastor has been an encouraging mentor with
whom he enjoys praying. "He's accessible and you can ask him anything " he said. He finds it "powerful " that eHFr. Bill attends all the diocese meetings
and often asks
Fr. Joji and him to come along, "Not
all priests do that . "
I throw Fr Bill the cliché about not being
able to keep everyone happy. " And I haven't," he says. "I'm sure there's a lot of
people happy that I'm going. " Why?
"Money," he replies. " There's
a number of people who think I talk about money all the time . ( The
current parish debt is about $880,00 , most of it from the new school additions, new parish office,
and remodeled parish center ; current operating budget is a little over $ 4 million
. ) I have been asking for money , and
the people here have been incredibly generous.
Generosity is one of the outstanding characteristics of this parish.
They are not afraid to give up their time or their treasure. " He tells me to make sure I quote him on this.
His Typical Day
On a typical day
, Fr. Bill is up between 5:30 and 6 a.m. . " I spend the first 15 minutes just focusing ,
" he says . Whether preparing or not for a mass, he prays, meditates, and
reads from the "Magnificat"
missal. He usually skips
breakfast—"I should have a healthy breakfast , but I don't "—and then
, after praying as he walks Merton, he heads to the church. " I'm a morning
person when it comes to praying. "
He prays the Rosary while
walking, but finds it too cold in winter
to hold it in a bare hand. After the
7:30 a.m. weekday mass, he'll return to his home for morning prayers with
Frs. Joji and Gilbert , who share the
house next to his.
Bill and Merton on their morning walk |
Then more office
work: emails and preparation for the routine night meeting , often with the parish
council , finance committee, school
board or one of the several liturgy committees. Before lights out, usually at 9:45, Fr.
Bill will dip into a novel or other book such as his current read, a
Winston Churchill biography , The Last
Lion , or The Vatican Diaries ( "If you read that book you will
understand why Benedict retired " ) . A parish member now and then gives
him books.
Thursday is his day off. Sometimes he'll spend it at a
house near New Buffalo, Michigan , walking or playing golf or cards with one or more of the six former high school classmates—now priests—
who , along with Fr. Bill , purchased this home 40
years ago. "It's my
hideaway," says the pastor.
Our interview
now sails through a litany of words and
phrases which he wrote in a church
bulletin article to describe what he thought are "12
characteristics of a
contemporary disciple" . Some of these 12 beg for Fr. Bill to expand on, like what is "being a loved sinner" ? His reply is quick and again confident: " I am a loved sinner. " And
"tremendous freedom " ? " That means," he says, " I don't have to always worry about whether I'm following all the rules, asking myself, 'is this the
right thing ? ' My basic intent is that
I'm going to follow Christ and to do the
best of my ability and so I'm not hung
up on some of these things. "
Then we dip into
"simplicity of life" and " tension and struggle. " About the first , Fr. Bill opines: "Looking at materials things is not what
gives me satisfaction in my life. It's nice to have them, but the priority in my life is my relationship with Christ. " As for " tension and struggle", he explains he endures both of these every
day by "dealing with people who
have a lot of problems or who don't like what's happening in a parish program. " He has more to say: "Part of my struggle is dealing with
people who are very sick ( he had
earlier this day visited a Eucharistic
minister in hospice care). " He
admits that burying a child or
comforting the parents of one is really painful for him.
Pastor Bill goes
to confession once or twice a year. " I see confession as an
opportunity to start all over again, and you can't be doing that
every month. " He explains: " I tell people ' how often do you have
to see a doctor ?' So it all depends on the person. " Does
he have a spiritual director? " Not
now. I used to have one [ at the Bellarmine Jesuit Retreat Center in Barrington ] but he got sick and died. It's hard to find a
spiritual director. I do read a lot of
spiritual books. " (We shared
positive opinions of the five-volume work, In Conversation with God , by the noted Spanish priest and member of the
Opus Dei prelature , Fr. Francis Fernandez. )
His Formative Years
" I always had a desire to be a
priest, " Fr. Bill says . He was an altar boy at age 10, and in high school he helped clean his St. Bartholomew's church in Waukegan. He often
thought then of the changes he'd make if
ever he were pastor of his Lithuanian
immigrant church. ( It was one then of
seven national churches in Waukegan. ) He got his wish when his first pastorate as an
ordained priest was his hometown parish,
where he remained for eleven
years.
With his office buddy |
For
four years Fr. Bill rode the train from Waukegan to attend the Quigley preparatory seminary in Chicago . ( He takes a moment during the
interview to tell—with relish—of his nightmarish first train ride into Chicago.
It was a comedy of errors; first he got off at the wrong stop in a neighborhood
completely alien to him; then , boarding
a return train to the original seminary station, he wound up stranded and
penniless in Mundelein, miles from home , and had to call his parents to pick
him up.
Fr. Bill's mother died during his first year at Niles College. "
That was very painful for me." And it was the first time this young
seminarian questioned his long-held desire to be a priest. But that decision was validated soon during a dinner one night by an 85-year-old priest whom Fr. Bill had known since childhood . " He was very energetic and engaging with
people ," says Fr. Bill, who
considered him a role model . "At
this dinner I told him he was my hero ."
The elderly priest replied with ,
"Your mother was my hero. " The words went straight to Fr. Bill's heart,
and soon he was earnestly preparing for
the priesthood.
After Quigley and the two years at Niles
College, there were four years of study
at the Mundelein Seminary ( also known
now as the University of St. Mary of the Lake). His first assignment after ordination was St. James, where the young cleric with the Lithuanian name
remained for seven years before moving
on to St. Zachary church in Des Plaines
for three years.
Now he was back in his home parish as pastor of St.
Bartholomew's and living alone in the rectory, a 14-room house . "My prayer life was
beautiful because I lived like a monk," he recalls now in his office and
points to a painting of that rectory on the wall. A burglary of the
rectory led to his first dog, an
Airedale he named Higgins. A second burglary of the rectory brought in another Airedale, Maurice. When Fr. Bill moved to Wauconda in 1990, the two Airedales
moved with him and were buried eventually there by a shrine.
Changes Since His Arrival Here in 1969
While most of the
changes in the St. James parish have been welcomed by Fr. Bill since his return in 1995 after serving
there earlier from 1969 to 1976, one change—the growth of 2,000 to the current 4, 000 families—had an unforeseen consequence. In
contrasting the attractive and traditional church building seen across the
street with the school gymnasium in the
parish center (where Masses are also held ), Fr. Bill sees two churches in his
parish . As he puts it, "We have the church crowd and we have the parish
center crowd. Some people prefer one
over the other. We do have a
spectrum of everyone, and our parish welcomes
everyone. "
It's no secret
that this pastor considers himself a moderate progressive. When once asked by an inquiring
parishioner if he might become a bishop after his retirement, Fr. Bill
quipped, " Are you kidding; I'm too progressive. " The future need for a new church comes to his mind and, perhaps sensing some irony he
chooses not to express, he says with a dim smile, " that will be very
interesting."
Playing the owner of a slave market in the 2011 St. James production of " Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat" |
Other
questions and answers:
What
makes you sad? " When people are
hurting from very bad things that have happened to them, and I can't do
anything about it. "
And
happy? " When people around me are
happy and all things are going well. No complaints and all my emails get
answered. "
Any
lessons learned the hard way? "
The importance of visiting the sick. I never liked to go to the
hospital after my mother died. I'm far more comfortable with that now. But it's
still not easy for me to visit someone who's dying. "
Milestones
in your life ? " Becoming a pastor
and being appointed dean [ an assistant to the bishop ] of Lake Country. I felt very affirmed by that. But the
ultimate milestone was coming back to St. James as pastor. "
Your
biggest challenge ? " Trying to
make Jesus relevant for people. "
Goals ? " I'm going to try to be the most productive pastor
emeritus I can be. I want to work on my
spiritual life, because, you know that the older you get, the closer you get to
those gates. " He also says he wants to work on hand-gun
legislation. He raises his voice in anger:
" Get rid of handguns ! "
What
about recreation ? " I love English novels, especially Dickens, and the mystery writer, James Patterson . "
He likes stage dramas, symphonies, and has seen the movies "
Crimson Tide ," "Lincoln
," " Argo, " and "
Life of Pi " , which he recommends
high school students see.
When you
arrive in heaven and are greeted by Jesus, what would you to hear Him say to
you? " Well done, good and
faithful servant . "
We
closed our interview with two other questions :
Is he aware that he
often—and quite naturally— wears a genuinely happy smile whenever he enters the
church and strolls by people, no matter how many are there or how early or late the hour. "How can you not be happy if you're connected to the Lord every day," he
says. Then I told him he was the only priest
I ever knew who, with more than a
hundred people in the communion line at Mass, takes that extra few seconds to look
straight into the eyes of every individual to whom he gives the host—and never
settling for just a mere, quick glance at a face or for no eye contact at all. I asked how he's able
Mass after Mass, year after year to remain that attentive.
"
They are the body of Christ, " Fr. Bill says. "I meet Christ in that person. I'm giving them Christ and they become the Body of
Christ. "
The End
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© 2013 Robert R. Schwarz
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